U-turns in my life?

Can't think of a suitable title for this post, so I use this title instead...

How can you describe yourself when you are disappointed, regretting something, missing someone, emotionally tired and wish to turn back time?

I started to stop wishing time could turn its back for me since I started uni life...I used to wish I was back in form 2, where I am fully happy with my life then. But if I have the choice to go back in time, when do I wanna restart again? Not form 2 anymore, as I had finally lifted that burden off my mind since last year...

I wish I could turn back time to where I made that stupid decision this sem...

Received a sms and a call from my brother few days ago, tell me he is going back home this weekend and asked me am I going back? Received a call from my dad yesterday, asking me am I busy this weekend? Am I going home? I miss my bro, I miss my sis, I miss my parents! I wish I could go home, especially times like this, when I needed someone to lean on...

Read wanling's blog moments ago..realized I had not been keeping in touch with them for a long long time....I'm such a bad friend, huh...i miss you....

Random ranting....

Didn't update my blog for quite some time....

Since last semester, i think?

A lot had happened since...

Finished year one of my three year uni life,

Langkawi trip with my beloved coursemates..

My 21st birthday + 3 celebrations

Commence of year 2 sem 1, involving as a helper in ice breaking...

Spent more time with some coursemates...( and did a lot of insane stuffs with them)...

Noticed some change in character in me....

Increasing workload....(test, test and more test!)

Have loads of thoughts, did a lot of thinking on stuffs and made me even confused than before..

Trying to live my live to the max!

and promise myself to spend a lil more time to update my blog...

~ciao~