Nov 8, 2009

Being Me

I remember reading a scene in Harry Potter series where Hermione snapped at Ron with his ability to process only a little amount of feelings at a particular time.

I think she used the word teaspoon to describe it. Some people, especially guys really lack in the field of sensing feelings (or they just simply choose to ignore it). What a boring life one will have, because there will be only a little excitement, right? Some on the other hand is blessed with the ability to sense a cauldron-full of feelings at a time, and most of the time, they tend to over-analyze stuffs. What a life, it's like having a firework-thunderstorm hybrid machine embedded in your head, keep getting 'explosive waves' of thoughts and feelings all the time. Really, I'll think that I'm going insane if I could be excited, depressed, stressed and relaxed at the same time. Hm, I think I'm in the middle....

What has been going on my mind in the last hour:

Happy:
Yeah, it's Sunday! Who doesn't like Sunday? No class, off-day, can sleep in, slumber.... had always like weekends since I could memorize the days of a week.

Excited:
Going to Sunway Pyramid tomorrow, and since my sis is following her school trip to Genting and is going to spend their first day of the trip in Sunway, I'LL GET TO MEET HER! YES!!! Going to buy a long overdue birthday present for her (let her pick her own present, because she is really picky this year and I have no idea what to give her...), bring her for a nice meal...I'm such a good sis..hahahaha...(syok sendiri-ing)

Relaxed:
Drinking hot milo in a air-cond room, watching movie, typing a blog entry, and started reading Where Rainbows End while waiting for the movie to load. One friend is sleeping, while another is chatting with someone on her phone in another room, complete silence except for the steady typing sound..

Frustrated:
Halfway through the novel, can't stand the stupid male main character in the book, skipped to the last few pages and regretted immediately. Omg, use 50 years to realize that you like her? It's not stupid, it's plain DUMB! Ohya, kinda frustrated with a friend of mine now, the more I think, the more I'm mad.....

A lil-bit stressed:
Haven't type a single word in my weekly report, and still altering my over-due monthly report. I rather do experiment report than monthly report. Everything is still like a giant piece of puzzle.

Guess I'm still normal for a average 21 year-old, right?

-ciao-
xoxoxox

6 comments:

~eRiC~ said...

wow, a lot of feelings at a time ya.. haha
i thought monthly report just basically a summary of your weekly reports?what else to write ler?

Rebecca said...

my training here consist of 4 departments, so far had been in two departments, so hv write everything i had learn from the 2 departments lo..which is like a lot! hahaha.
n they didn't teach us like from a to b to c..they teach b, then d, then we hv to piece them together to understand the whole process...

cheery said...

hey, how are u?? Yeh, we girls tend to have mixtures of feelings from time to time.. I can be sad this minute and be happy the next minute 0.O

JessieLinHuiLi said...

woi suipo. sunway huh??!!~~when u gonna date me?? btw, when u going back to stw??i will be having sem break soon. tell me if you going back. wanna find someone with me. and lets hang out weh. I mean at kl! my final gonna end next wed. =DDDD...reply on my fb or text me in case i din see ur reply here. hope u doing well for ur training

Rebecca said...

cheery: where r u working now? perhaps we could drop by n kacau u..hhehehe

huili: next wed ah..then we go dating next sat or sun lo..but i'm working half day on sat wor..
I'm goin back on 15/12 i think. Not sure yet. U leh? If u r going back before next weekend, sms me la, i can go out after work also de..TIME TO CATCH UP!!!

cheery said...

hahaha~ working somewhere near my house lo... haha.. i wont let u ppl find me.. muahahaha~